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Name: Heidi
Age: 15 1/2 (permit here I come)
Live: Dull boring Washington
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09. Breaking The Habit 03:16:
Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
[Unless I try to start again]

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That i'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause i'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
Breaking the Habit

Tonight

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Thursday, December 30, 2004
I do

Hey, just to let everyone know, I don't really  use this anymore, I check in on it every so often, but I've moved on from it and now I have a <a href="http://www.xanga.com/quirky_duck">Xanga</a>... So if you really wanna know what's going on click the word Xanga, it's linked, or should be inless it hates me... I don't think ThEo updates on here anymore either. I bet he forgot about it,,, Ok, well just letting you all know <3.

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Tuesday, September 14, 2004
hmmmm....

stuffiness..........mwah bwah and bleh....


Yeah....





AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH










ThEo

Posted at 03:40 pm by ^_^ThEo^_^
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Friday, September 10, 2004
Hahahaa.

The funniest thing happened yesterday... As you can see I haven't updated in awhile but it's because I got a new blog... But anyway the other day I got on here just for the hell of it and found a new comment on the last entry.... And it had a link in it to another part of this blog and I clicked it and it was another comment left by the same person on a looong lonng time ago entry... Oh man, it was from Jared.. The "hott" guy from the petstore that I wrote about once or twice on here lol... Wow. Yeah it made my Jaw drop... Anyway if Jared does happen to come back here and see this go to http://www.xanga.com/quirky_duck and go to the entry made on Sep 10... More about that whole thing there lol. Yeah me and lala were shocked... Anyway lifes going good, finally got my permit, and ya it was awesome. So I am going to go now mucho love <3. ~heidi

Posted at 07:39 pm by _Hellodee_
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Wednesday, July 28, 2004
So many choices when it comes to a blog these days.

My god people, it's like a dang Webblog conspiracy! There are like a bajillion different places you can go to, to get an online journal. Lets see I am going to list all of mine. My Blog Obviously considering you're here. My GreatestJournal(GJ) Which is basically the same thing as a LiveJournal, which btw I have an account in, I just don't use the journal. My Open Diary (OD) Which I stopped updating and moved onto my GJ because I thought to many people knew about it. My Xanga Which would be my newest one, that I actually plan on keeping because I sort of am hooked on it now... I got the account just so I could leave comments because all my little buddies had one and then I discovered how easy it is to use! Yeah but there is such a big choice of what you can use these days. I like my Xanga and my Blogdrive the best though. If I could get music on here it would be perfect, and now I think I might know how to do it. But I'll work on that some other time.... What do you guys think? So yeah I felt like filling you all in on that! Lyl~ Heidi

Posted at 04:00 am by _Hellodee_
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Tuesday, July 27, 2004
Mall and other things.

Ok I typed this up in my GreatestJournal first, so yeah if I made any mistakes or you don't understand any of it or whatever then tag the guestbook or leave me a comment and let me know and I will try and clarify it for you... It's a long one. So yeah here it is, and it was all about yesterday. It was fun fun. Ok so today me and a few friends went to the mall and it was fun fun... So anyway I got there a little late but it's ok I found the people I needed to find. So anyway we decided we wanted to go to the food court and Daniella and Kayla wanted some food so they went to Panda Express and Daniella got some Orange Chicken and what not and we went down to sit in the boothy seats they have and we sat down next to these people that made some funny noise when we walked by... Anyway we were sitting there minding our own business when I guess Daniella heard them say they've been following us. So apparently they had seen these people a couple times before. So anyway after Daniella heard them say that she wa slike we have not... And then one of them was like oOo now they're ease dropping on us.. So anyway they got done eating and Daniella was like those people over there are gay talking about the people who had said we were following them... And then they said something and she was like who's ease dropping now?.. So anyway we decided to shovel down the rest of our food and follow them for real since they thought we had been following them... Daniella followed them into Gadzooks and yeah blah blah.. So anyway we were on our way to catch our bus and we saw them walking behind us and then we all turned around and Daniella was about to follow them again and they were like HEY they're following us and then Daniella, Kayla, and me got really hyper all of a sudden and saying Hey in a funny way over and over rather loud... So yeah blah blah and then there were kids in a car at the street corner when we were getting ready to cross the street and we started saying the hey thing again and then someone in the car said something as they drove by us at the bus stop and we decided to stay longer at the mall and we saw those people again and named them Jermain, Norma-Jean, Emma, and Elizabeth.. The people who said we were following we named them George, Bob, and Gina... And yeah we sort of started following the whole group that was in the car after our mission to find George, Bob, and Gina failed. Then we went to Spencer's and Daniella was busy buying something and taking a long time and I sat down in this really comfy chair... And then Sam and Thomas started leaving asking where did the girls go and they turned around to check again and then saw me sitting on the chair and then Sam came and sat in my lap and was like for Christmas I want a Dodge Viper, and lots of money and blah blah, it was funny lol... And then Daniella sat down in the chair and didn't wanna get up.... But yeah that was pretty much our adventure at the mall. It was fun fun fun... Tomorrow I am going to sleep a lot I think and it's going to be all good and I'm going to be like YAY Sleep! I've actually had things to do like the past 5 days it's been pretty fun fun, it's kept me entertained... And I suppose now Sondra's on but I haven't checked my AIM buddy list and she's all going to be like why didn't you talk to me... And then yeah yeah and blah blah... Matt's friend Tyler is a dumbass.... Awhile ago he let out Jin-jin's dogs and yeah that was just baddd... And then I guess Matt, Joey, and Tyler were hanging out today and Tyler shot fireworks at her dogs... I don't know the kid is a dumbass and I do not like him... Wow, I actually updated this thing and it is an actual update instead of me just saying oOo I don't wanna type anymore... ooo and Daniella's party shindig thing was fun fun. She was totally suprized when it came to the suprize party part lol. Wow ok I think this is enough for right now so ummm yeah here's your update for any of you odd little children who actually enjoy reading this stuff... Lol Debbie did you make it all the way through it? Anyway yeah yeah ok I am leaving now. Love ya all. Nighty night babers. <3 Heidi love ya all!

Posted at 12:45 pm by _Hellodee_
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Saturday, July 17, 2004
well.............its taking alot longer than expected

ok, now im mad. i was sooooooo close to having the computer fixed.....and then my genius of a mom decides to send it to my uncle's house!!!......HE'S TAKING FOREVER!!!!!!!! im at my dad's house right now.......fun stuff.....i miss coming in here.........HEIDI!!!!!!!!!!! WHERE IS YOU??????? GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!! lol im going insane.........oh well........bwah......




wooooooooooooaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh


bwah




ThEo




duh

Posted at 03:41 pm by ^_^ThEo^_^
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Tuesday, July 13, 2004
Yello. Pictures.

Hey hey... I don't think I have updated this in a little while.. So yeah I guess I am doing that now... Anyway the little rank my blog on the side over there by the groovin rose, well if you wanna click on that if you like my blog that is, then it would be much appreciated... =D... Anyway, nothing toooo much has been going on.. I have just been hanging out with friends and what not most of the summer.. Yesturday night Joey came up from California and he's going to be spending 10 weeks with us... He's just a family friend.. Daniella has moved out, she is now living in Tri-Cities with her brother, but she comes up every weekend to visit.. My widdle baby friends are growing up but I'll keep who they are secret shhhhh... Lets see, I think there is 3 of them to date. Yeah so anyway, at the end of the month I am going to San Francisco for a week or so and that should be fun fun fun... I getta she my Shelly Belly today, I haven't seen her since the end of school... I miss that kid. I hung out with Emily yesterday I don't think I had seen her either since the end of school... Oh man... This is interesting..
Nick:my nipple smells funny
Me: ^.- why are you smelling your nipple?
Nick:lol it just kinda got in my face by it self
Me:and what does it smell like?
Nick:like a sink
Me: ... :-\, and why does it smell like a sink?
Nick:i duno i proly rubed it on it
Nick:sinks kick ass
mmm yeah that's Nick for you...

And when I was bored...

LittleDuckyChild: *pokes you* hey... you. yes you.. *pokes you again* no not him, I said You!... no no no, not the wall over there... you!!! Krisha garsh would you listen to me already?!... NO NO NO, not the damn plant I am talking to you... oOo get over it, you have to talk to me.. Because I said so, and I'm cool like that... or am I?... Maybe not. I don't know. *flicks you on the nose*.. Gosh did that get your attention yet??... hmmm not yet?. well then *smacks you in the head with a giant butterscotch candy* huh huh?? what about now punk??? You going to listen to me now?!?! huh huh?!... God what's wrong with you?... Still not?... *throws a toilet pool at your head*... Krisha.. hey Krisha... why aren't you moving??... Krisha?.. *gasp* =-O.. Oh god. What have I done????!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU! I'M SORRY SOOO SORRY!! It'll never happen again, never, I promise.

Auto response from Krisha: Eu estou escrevendo a novela bonita.

LittleDuckyChild: But you have to promise to come back to me!!! Ok?!... OoOoOo you're awake... Well nice to know. I missed ya kid... Sooo ummm, how you doing??? Hey you know some kid hit you in the head with a toilet pool and ran ummm that way *points that way*... Mmm yeah you better ummm go get em'!! RUN NOW!!! YOU HAVE TO KILL THEM!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! Pft, what were they thinking??? Silly gooses... By the way I have viewed your subprofile 6 times... That's not that obsessive is it???... Oh god, if it is... Well maybe I should just start stalking you... YEah!!!! I'm going to stalk you!!! Mwahahahahah... heheheh... OoOo damn, I shouldn't of told you that.... shhhhhhhh, you don't know a thing ok?... Your lips are sealed!... a heh heh heh... mmm yeah...

Anyway mmm yeah... Ok so here is some pictures...


Debbie with the Lovely statue in Kirkland lol.


The ugly one known as myself! =D


Matt, and Nikol is in the background.


Jenny, and then Debbie laying on her taking a pic.


We got bored and stuck daniellas purse under the grass =D.


Mmmm yeah apparently the bald man is watching you...


The one and only Jojo. This would be the Joey.

Ok well I think that is all I have for you children now, I will try and update more often though! Tag the Message thing over there <<< if you feel the need.. =D Love ya bunchs *muah* ~Heidi.


Posted at 03:53 pm by _Hellodee_
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Sunday, June 20, 2004
Picture.

MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW COW! oOo hummmmanana.!



hey you know i really have two dimples children you just cant see the one on this side >> , which is weird cuz they always seem to be there... thats prob the biggest smile your going to get in a pic of me. mwahahahaha! except if someone takes one while im not looking thennnnnn you got a BIG smile! errrrmanan meanys!

hey im going to put ones of my friends too!


JENNY!



haha today Debbie was trying to be white. lol she thought she looked to asain in the other pics so she kept her eyes as wide as she could!


Krisha!


lol what can i say? sondra loves her boobs!



Posted at 02:59 am by _Hellodee_
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Wednesday, June 16, 2004
BLEH!

Hey hey!!! Did you see that??? THEo should be back in a week! :-D! I can't wait, man I miss that kid... lol right as I was typing that the child signed on! YAY! ouchie, my head hurts... Awww nooo good no good at all! I need Billy to sign, I got the rock version of Aux Champs-Elysee and he wanted to hear it. Our computer got a trojan virus so my dad has to redo the whole computer again! What a pain in the asseroo. Hey I don't smile enough in pictures lol maybe I should get some more. I mean overall I am usually a happy person I just don't like smiling in the pictures! It's like Bleh! Meh! Beh! Pwa! School is almost out! I can not wait! ONLY 2 days and then the last day is 2 hours! Sooooo WOOOOOO HOOOO!!!! And then tomorrow is our last day of French so no more getting up extra early! I love it :-D!... Well I feel sick so I am going to go work on my last HW project of the whole year... There are only so many days left and I still have a damn essay to write, on how I have changed as a reader and a writer... Damn, I don't think I have.... This shall be fun.. Ok well g2g lyl! ~Heidi!

Welcome back THEoNATOR!

Posted at 07:38 pm by _Hellodee_
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ah......the sweat smell of modem failure...

yupst......my modem is burnt out and ive got viruses........i wont be back for about a week more....and then.............................HUGFEST 2004 FOR HEIDI!!!!!!!! lol. i miss you! lol its really freakin boring w/o the internet.....OoOoOooo i like the new pics......not alot has been going on.......school got out last friday and ive been bored every day since.....i wont be on much today....just on enough to bother ppl.......not alot of time needed...lol. alright i better make this quicker. I FORGET ABOUT NOBODY!!! so dont worry!!! ill be back....i think.....


ThEo



*HUG*

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